Never

It's been a long year.
Every season exhausted
Every topic covered
Every stone unturned.

But you and me? 
It's never made sense. 
Not without fault of my own,
Only I don't have strength for this

I told you I would never give up...
Never?
Never.
But you never cared until now.

It's been 12 long months 
waiting for you to care.
And you know what I learned?
It's pointless to work that hard.

I took all of your beatings
for pointing out your mask.
I'm still not claiming innocence...
But never have concealed the truth.

So yes.
I'm not happy to see you.
You're finally being who I hoped-
But never to be mine.