reasoning

Blinded by the travesty before me- Blinded by the truth that I refused.

Caught sight of a freedom that I wanted, in that choice reality I confused.

Nothing is as simple as a smile, yet nothing else can leave so many at trial.

Thought I knew what I wanted- no. I thought I knew what I didn't need.

Closed my eye's to ignore that sight looming, but without sight I couldn't flee.

Held my breath, lost my way and I still can't say where I am today...

Now I’m fighting hard, holding fast, Haunted by choices made before.

Can’t give up and I won’t stop now. I’m living for something more.

Won’t simply achieve a happy face. I’m going to live, love indulge in this vigilance.

Clearing my thoughts, step by step… I will not Surrender yet.