hi guys...

Do you ever get this feeling that things that are out of your control plague you? I have had this suspicion that the biggest issue in my life currently, has me cornered. I'm not even kidding when I say that I don't want this. This is not one of those "yeah! of course... of course I uh... um... 'don't want this'"

hmm... I think I just need some prayers. It's been a long road to really 'let this go' and not be angry anymore. I just struggle to really move past this! To really let the spirit change my heart and take away my bitterness. I can't do anything really... I can't change anyone elses heart, their actions or their attitude. I just want to be who I know God calls me to be. I appreciate the prayers!